i've tried, tried n tried..but till now, i still fail...maybe its just my fate...i dun deserve to be happy YET..wak..sy rele lepas kn awk...sy xsggup nk luke kn ati die..sy doa kn awk bahagie dgn die...semoge Allah tumbuh kn cinte lam ati awk utk die..lepas kn sy wak..tlg lepas kn sy mcm mane sy lepas kn awk..mgkin kte mmg da xde jodoh..kte kene redha...maybe she's the best for u..

p/s:  how i wish i have strength to say this to him~