"apa saja"

while i'm studying jz now, my w.media player played the song "apa saja" which reminds me of "him" who sang to me that song few years ago..the 1st sentence that he sang is "apa saja"..suddenly makes me thinking n wondering, is this (what he did to me) what he mean by "apa saja"?suddenly this things disturb my emo...haishhhhh..shuh3..go away from my mind..i need my mind for my ME..so, pls step away from my life n mind..far far away k...i mean it!!!