td pagi, wktu ngah study CTU, tgn ni gatal2 bukak2 fb..then XIANGBUDAO terjumpe fb ex-hubby ku, safuan (my 1st luv)..he's very happy at this moment..n he already have a gf..gud to c u happy dear...sy xde perasaan ble tau awk da de gf..tp emosi sy terganggu skejap ble tgk awk..dunno why..did i miss u?i'm not sure..my SAYANGsss are feeling so angry with u..they feel that u are so meant bcz when u left me, they saw me dying cz missing u..but when they see u live happily, they said u r so cruel...me?speechless..i'm not sure how i feel rite now..angry?no...sad?i'm not sure..happy?a little bit..cz u look very happy n ur dress up also look even better than b4..hmmmmmmmm...i dunno..if i'm sad, why there's no tears?if i don't miss u, why u keep coming to my brain n my mind since i saw ur fb?if i miss u, why am i not crying like b4?ahhhhhhh...me also dunno how's my feeling rite now...but, i'm happy to c u happy..atleast, u r not sick as what i imagine b4..that's the most important thing..i sent u a msg..i assume that u haven't read it yet..i have a bad feelings that u might not rply my msg..same as my lettersss...xiangbudao..it's already 2 years 4 months since u left me.. :)
mohd nor safuan bin sarif, i wish dat u'll be happy eve after..with whoever u wish or u luv..maybe it's true that we are not meant together even though we luv each other so much b4...there might be gud reasons why u left me b4..my luv towards u?i'm not sure whether it's still there or not...ur luv towards me?i think it's gone..hehe..never mind..i'll make up my mind..ur heart weren't and won't belong to me anymore..now or forever....our story is our past..sweet memory of mine..hope u happy always n get whatever u wish 4.. :)
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